tdy, i woke up wif a weird feeling. lyke smth bad gonnah happen. hmm , i tot i was going crazy bt NO! really smh bad happened. :\
even raining, we still met. thn went to sch under th rain. bt th tyme we all reached sch, we all wet till fk le. thn yeah, i was wondering y i didnt fall sick agn :\ hmms,
sch , suckish bohdoh. i was lyke sad th WHOLE ENTIRE DAY! during unexpected moments, tears rolled dwn my cheeks. i wiped off. recess, i was lyke sad , close to tears. thn maths, i cried. thn weiliat korkor go tell chengy. thn he felt guilty. thn yeah, i was trying to control my tears whn he was in class wif me. cos i kindah promised him , i wont cry bt i really couldnt ! ): thn yeah, controlled. lunch break , i suddenly burst out crying agn. i really dk y larh. man! im even crying nw , as i type. thn yeah, 5th tyme crying. o.o
thankyou priya for being ther for me. thankyou pearl for telling me nt to fall too deep for him, bt unfortunally, i did ): thankyou shushan for trying to cheering me up. thankyou mash and gladys for consoling me in msn. iloveyou guys :D
actually chengyong, you dont haf to feel guilty cos of tdy. i laugh whn im happy , and cry whn im sad. so it isnt your fault. i loved you , and i still do. bt i lost confidance in love. so yeah, its also my fault for falling too deep for yous. so yeah , dont blame me for still loving you. i wont hate you. so yeah, gif me tyme for th love to dissappear. i really dont wanna let u go ): wo hai shi hen ai hen ai ni de.
1. grow taller FASTFAST ! (: [aim:160. now:153.5]
2. slim dwn (: [aim:40. now:45.]
3. dye hair
4. do well in eoys
5. change myself
6. forget him .
7. ace in jubeat ! asap !
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HELL0S ! pls tag wif your reallife names , i dont bite ! and you're given a name for a reason (: NO FREE VIEWS.TYVM. hate me ? pls leave. dont waste your tyme judging me. you have no rights.
